Why can't people get along with themselves and others?
I know that's one of those cheesy questions
but - let's face it, it wouldn't be cheesy
if so many people didn't think it enough to say it.
Stupid. I hate the weather and I don't get life.
I don't get how people can love each other but have
nothing to say about it. I hate being uncomfortable.
I hate having a family that argues but every family does.
I hate cults. I hate that movies tease me about what I
should expect out of reality because it's never a movie
and no matter how many wonderful scenarios I play in my
head, they never get acted out. Directors are lucky bastards.
I miss Madz and I hate where she's at. She should be free to
do what she wants with her life at 21. I hate feeling foreign
when people speak spanish... scratch that - I hate feeling stupid
for never paying attention in spanish class. I hated my spanish
teachers. I hated them after one hit on my best friend in middle school.
I still don't know what the fuck that was about...
I hate having cancer on in the back of my head all the time
I should have gotten over that shit by now
I hate being in a bad mood because of it and being unable to explain
why I'm not happy. And then I get super happy when I realize how
awesome life is and the fact that I'm still here... I hate how
cancer is manic-depressive.
I hate people who honk their horns and sirens that do more to
deafen people than they do to inform them. I hate car alarms
because the people who made them were probably as annoying as
the sequence of sounds they decided to "go with"
I don't know what to get people for Christmas
I have no money so I can't afford to buy into expected consumerism
I want to make something but I need money to buy the supplies
And Rory never wears scarves
I can't get out of the submarine on Riven
Why do my bad moods always seem to be annoyingly hilarious?
What's up with meat?
Why did I shred my thumb on the cheese grater?
Why aren't there any bandaids in the apartment?
More Sirens.
I wish I had a pet. I miss my old ones.
Silence in the apartment. All I hear are sirens
and tromping around. Blegh.
Current Music: kitchen sink